Mel

02:08 pm: Ok,There are only 3 of us for the moment.

I'm going to do my best to try and get this place up and going now that I have more time.Please let friends/family know about this community so it can grow.
Look forward to seeing some yummy foods.
Jane-u sooo have to post that rice pudding!!

04:10 pm:
Obsidian Spirit
you are a fallen angel, you feel like the world

has let you down especially your faith, don't

worry your wings will heal and you'll fly

again...someday.


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02:11 pm: Jan 18th Appointment-It's a GIRL= Lyric Marie ________.Still up in the air about who's last name to give her or what to do in general.Good thing I still have a few months.lol

Anyway since I don't have my computer still I can't post the pics but DAMN...Lyric is beautiful! Still has daddys nose too, and it looks like she has his ears.lol
As soon as I get my computer back, hopefully any day I will post the pics of her.Everything was measuring great, she is actually measuring almost 2 weeks ahead but my due date still stands @ June 2.
Will do more of an update later...hope u all are doing good.

09:33 pm: I'm working on a webpage for the lil Jellybean :)

http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/c/cristobal/

12:49 am:

ljCuss - 20 Public Entry Version

Stolen from crazy_confuzled !

damn 34 bitch 7 shit 7 fuck 4 crap 3 sex 2 pussy 2 hell 2 ass 2 whore 2 porn 1 arse 1
Nov 36 Dec 18 Oct 13

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How much have you been cussing?

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01:13 am: Ok, I know some want me to update all that is going on but I don't want to write all that right now since it's like 1am, maybe later today since I'll be home all day while mom has the car at work.

Anyhoo, I need help LJ related.
I know I can lock my posts so that only friends can reply but I want to make both of my journals friends only COMPLETELY...as in they can't even view my journal w/o being on my friends list.
Anyone that could help me w/ this I it would be much appreciated and thank you in advance :)

08:45 pm: Stolen from Sinstress

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Thursday I broke kashira_maho's X-Box (-12 points). In November I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In June I caught a purse-snatcher who stole _lola04's purse (30 points). In May I bought porn for sinstress (10 points). In October I helped icon_beauty see the light (8 points). Overall, I've been nice (362 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike! Sincerely, akgothbitch

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01:09 am: Time goes by waaaay too fast...
Here I am, 14 weeks today!! WOW
Time is really going by fast these last couple weeks.
Just seems like yesterday I saw the Ultrasound Tech and I was 11w6d and here I am at 14.
Where does the time go.I tell ya, the first month after I found out I was pregnant went my by sooo damn slow I though I was going to die or something...Jim had a hard time waiting too(still does). :) Jim would just like to skip Christmas and get on with January already so we can find out the sex of the baby, but I don't blame him all that much.I wanna know too.

I think playing the waiting game between doctor visits are the worse then waiting to meet your little one.I mean when I saw my doctor Nov 9th she wrote on my checkout form that she wanted to see me between 4-6 weeks so the person at the front desk took that as not wanting to see me for another 6 weeks so put my appointment as far ahead into the end of December as she could.grrr So it's even harder to wait...had I had a calender in front of me and realized just how big that gap was (do better when I can see things in front of me type person) I would've said something and next time I will damn it.Can't we actually just skip ahead a month or so and do appointments every 2 weeks now?LOL Jim and I both like the doctor so we don't have a problem seeing her more often, it would actually put our worries more at ease.I know that the nurses and my doctor are there to call anytime but damn, I never get to actually talk to my doctor, only a nurse who knows nothing of who I am and they generally make me feel like I'm some retard for calling in to ask questions...but damn it, this is my first kiddo as is Jims!!So we have a lot of questions and they don't always get added to the list to ask when we see the doctor.

Anywho, I'm finally starting to get a little baby bump that u can actually feel. :)
I can really feel it when I'm laying on my stomach, or trying to that is, when Jellybean isn't protesting too much.The rest of my tummy is really starting to take form now that all my friends and even Jim are rubbing my belly all the time.Oh GOD, speaking of, last weekend Nathan had that damn video camera at the bar and has video of me...ugh, I looked like crap after a looooong day at work.Oh well, I know he'll never give it up or delete me out, he was rubbing my belly and talking to Jellybean.I really can't wait to be further along to see how Jellybean reacts to Nathan's singing..it will be fun, hope s/he likes it cuz I listen to his cd all the time.Oh dear, better get Uncle Ken's advise on making some cd's of Jim singing so baby can start hearing daddy sing all the time.Wish I could just afford a damn karoake machine but I can't at this time and I know theres no way Jim is going to sing lullabys for his child in the bar.Would be worth paying to see now wouldn't it? I'll charge $5 a person...lol.

Anywho, I'm falling asleep typing this so I better get some sleep.Jellybean is already protesting against my laying on my tummy!
Also does anyone know if u can make another journal under the same account?I want to make one for Jellybean but also don't want to have to make a complete new one and go thru joining communities all over again and stuff.

10:09 pm: Well it turned out to be kinda an interesting day..
stayed home sick w/ a sore throat so I got started on some preg safe meds so I don't pass it along to anyone else at work.
Though I don't know what I'm going to do about work at this point because I have no car and can't afford the bus.We got my moms van back today from the shop (left cv joint) and it turns out that the drive line is actually going soooo we're with out a car because the mechanic can't find the part(s) for under 1000$ and we don't have that kinda money of course because we have other bills and I'm still trying to get my car fixed.
Sooo I'm having to do some real thinking about my job and stuff b/c no matter what I do at this point it's a lose lose situation for me and in some ways it would just be easier to not have a job and spend my days looking for a new job since there are so many options right here within walking distance of home.I really don't know what I'm going to do yet but we'll see.

08:15 pm: Step One:
Make a post to your LJ with a list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for Harry Potter on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two:
Surf around your LJ to see who has posted a list.

And now here's the important part: If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to
spread the joy.

There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.


My Wishes


This is harder then is seems.I don't really want baby stuff for Christmas but at the same time it's the only thing I can think of because there is so much we still need.

1.The new Bon Jovi Cd or any from the 80's.
2.Gift Card(s) to Toys R Us/Wal Mart-yes things for me not baby, maybe baby related but for me :)
3.wireless card for my laptop
4.stamps so I can send out the announcements I made to tell family/friends out of state about our little Jellybean
5.gift certificate to get my nails done or
6.gift certificate to get a pedicure

Can't think of anything else, anything I can think of has to do with tattoos and piercings and I can't do any of that until after the baby is born. :)

11:38 pm: Thanksgiving Weekend....
Well the weekend went by too damn fast if ya ask me.

I only ended up working 1 day b/c I didn't make it in Wednesday due to the snow and road conditions.I know my boss wasn't happy about it but thats just tough shit.It's not my car so I don't get to make the calls at what goes on with it.We couldn't even get down our road w/o going in the ditch because it wasn't plowed and didn't get taken care of at all which is kinda wierd cuz we're so close to the airport so it usually is.

Thankgiving was good...same thing as it always is.My sister didn't come home because her friends are more important to her and today she came home with a damn tattoo from some untrained/uncertified friend who doesn't really know what he's doing!My mother is NOT happy to say the least.
Mom and I cooked dinner while my brother slept because he works the Debarr McD's and someone decided a few weeks ago they needed to have the lobby open 24/7 and they told him since he didn't have kids he had to work.Jim came over for dinner as he said he would which was nice.We all watched the football game while we ate and talked and bs's.Main convo was about the baby :)
Jim was COMPLETELY out numbered as far as the football game goes too, lol, none of us care for the Broncos but we were rooting for them just so the Cowboys wouldn't win and it worked out that way.lol We were all yelling at the tv for the Bronco guy to run like hell to score and Jim was just yelling NOOOOOOO cuz he knew that they would be in overtime and his lil girlys would loose! And he gives me shit out my Colts, at least they're making it to the Super Bowl so far the way they're playing :)

I went out to the Valley this weekend and stayed w/ Trista so we could go to the Craft Show @ Colony High.Was a lot of booths there like there always is but nothing I couldn't live w/o so I ended up spending my money at the yarn store and getting some yarn to make some baby clothes to sell at the show we want to sell at on the 3rd.Hopefully it will all go well cuz I have to make a payment on my laptop and don't want to hear the fucking new manager give me shit even though he says I have a 3 day grace period from the due date (which means I should be able to go in Tuesday and pay) but then always bitches if I don't get in on the due date.He's a real fucker!!

Anywho, SO is being a real bitch again tonight all because I called him asking him if he could go down to work and help my brother cuz his car wouldn't start and we don't currently have a car b/c the van went to the shop Saturday morning.He started acting like a real ass b/c he was having his bitch come over and wouldn't just call her and say he needed to help someone our first and would be back home in like 20 minutes.And he wonders why his lieing bullshit about this nasty bitch, he's not even attracted to might I add, bothers me so much sometimes and why he doesn't get to have any major decisions in baby stuff.

Anyway I'm gonna go for now and find something to do...maybe write more in the baby journal or baby book I started.Speaking of the baby book, anyone know where I can find a Baby Looney Tunes book? I'e checked out Fred Meyer, Wal Mart, the Hallmark Stores in town and the WB Store Online and NO ONE has any right now...soooo I started in another one just so I can log the important stuff and not forget and then transfer it in a new one and give this one to daddy.

01:23 am: Todays Appointment...
I know your waiting for this Anna...lol.(Jim was even really sweet today, but I still say we kick his butt)
So here it is...all measurements are good and the fluid behind babys neck is only the normal amount so nothing like downs or any other birth defects.
Jim was bouncing in his seat like a child and even an hour or so later when we were leaving he still had the biggest grin on his face.Our lil Jellybean was bouncing around EVERYWHERE...even punched at the tech for pokin' him..but kept legs closed so no one could get an early peak and see if we could make out what we were having.Then gave us a lovely butt shot soon after cuz he was tired of everyone buggin' him and he wanted to go back to sleep.
But u/s's at this stage are sooo cool cuz u can see the tiny bones in there hands,legs, ribs etc, the brain and everything else.
So on w/ the pics right? lol

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08:53 pm: Since you clicked the cut you have to repost this using one of the following as a cut:
1. Missy got me pregnant.
2. I made love to Missy last night.
3. My boy/girl friend turned out to be gay.
4. I got laid last night.
5. My mom called me a whore.
6. My mom found out I'm pregnant.
7. My girlfriend is pregnant.
8. Tips on giving head
9. Pussy eating 101
10. My dad found one of my used condoms.


I was suckered by: krymsonfire

08:47 pm: My girlfriend is pregnant.
Since you clicked the cut you have to repost this using one of the following as a cut:
1. Missy got me pregnant.
2. I made love to Missy last night.
3. My boy/girl friend turned out to be gay.
4. I got laid last night.
5. My mom called me a whore.
6. My mom found out I'm pregnant.
7. My girlfriend is pregnant.
8. Tips on giving head
9. Pussy eating 101
10. My dad found one of my used condoms

11:37 pm: I have to get up around 7 to take mom to work so that I can have the van to get to my doctors appt @ 1130. :) yeah! it's finally hear, it really sucks only having an appt once a month. Can't wait to see our lil Jellybean on the u/s again.It's gonna be exciting, we should be able to see little arms/legs this time.I'll post pics asap. :)
But I'm not really all that tired, even though I should try to sleep since it's almost 12.
Watching Cat Woman and though I thought it was a good movie it's special affects SUCK!! But damn Benjamin Bratt is fun to look at. :)
Well I'm headin' off to bed and I'll post about how my appt goes tomarrow night since I'm stuck going to work right afterwards.

11:50 pm: My boring weekend!!
Well my weekend was pretty uneventful as usual.
Went to work Saturday.Everything was fine but the day seemed to really drag by, didn't seem like I was getting anywhere with my callbacks even though I was getting them done.
Got stuck at the laundrymat w/ mom for like 3 hours..that wasn't the bad part either.It was the 2 moms who each had like 3-4 kids running around together screaming and causing all kinds of craziness.The mothers of course, just went on about doing thier laundry as if the kids were acting like little angels or something.
After we were done w/ laundry we went to JCPenny for the last day of one of thier sales..hehe, found the CUTEST kitty costume for the baby next year and payed like only 4$, originally like 30$.

Had a nice quiet evening with Jim doing some more laundry since we ran outta $ yesterday and watched him play his damn playstation game.UGH! I think it's funny how I can sit there for hours and watch the damn thing...even pick up on things pretty fast and help him thru it, if not even beat the games usually.

Tomarrow my Trista *possibly prego too* is coming into town and we're going to have lunch w/ a friend of hers from her city job this summer, Isobel, and teach her how to crochet :) Yeah another person to add to our crazy addiction.lol So Isobel is pretty excited that we're going to teach her more stitches/patterns for crocheting and she gets to have lunch w/ 2 prego ladies...she's just funny like that.
Best part about the day will be spending the evening w/ Jim...we're going to watch our next Profiler *starting season 3* dvd from Netflix and he's going to make me dinner. :) love u dear

Update on Jellybean related stuff:
Things have really been going good for us since we learned of our lil bun in the oven.We have pretty much everything we need for the baby: crib, changing table/dresser and a rocker glider *thank u again Faye*...plenty of clothes cuz of Trista and Holly stockin' me up for the last few years and things I have found since that were just too damn cute to pass up and not to mention everything that Laverne and Ken give me once Elizabeth grows out of it, including one of those bouncy shairs that vibrates-she got a lil too chunky and tries to sit up in it and now can face plant herself when she's in it, my poor Lizzy.So they only things really left w/ getting is diapers, wipes, playpen and the little stuff but we're not gonna worry about that cuz it's all little stuff to go on the registry.Oh well and the carseat/stroller but we have that under control and know where we want to get it and are just waiting until after the holidays since it's a good chunk of $.

Oh yeah and Wednesday is our second baby appt.Can't wait, we get to have another u/s done and see our lil Jellybean :) Jim can't wait either.I love seeing him sooo happy and excited...don't think in the 2 years we've known each other that I've seen him this happy.

Anywho, I hope everyone has a happy Monday and that your weekend was good :)

11:38 pm:

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01:18 pm: My internet is being a pain in the ass today.It keeps disconnecting and saying that pages are unavailable.

It'a already been a looong day too and it's only 1p.My car wouldn't start this morning..blah...and even after having it hooked up to my brothers car for like 25 minutes it STILL wouldn't start.The damn piece of shit...can't wait to get the Dodge to the shop, hopefully this week and then next payday I'll have to get it registered and the insurance switched to it.Then I'll figure out if we really wanna keep it around for a back up car or sell it and just be done.I'd like to fix some of the issues it's having right now so I could get a little more outta it...its not a bad car overall.Just needs some repairs that are kinda hard to get done when u can't get it into a shop cuz it's the only transportation ya got.

On a good note though I'm feeling a bit better today.I was actually able to eat breakfast this morning and not have to wait several hours before I could.

Hope everyones having a good :)

10:13 pm: The weekend....
Well this weekend wasn't all that great.
I spent a good part of it sick and just laying around the house.Didn't even get everything or even half of the stuff outta my other car or my room to storage.I've gotta get it done though.
I'm currently payin' for having a good dinner of pizza w/ some heartburn.ugh!If my lil Jellybean would just make up his/her mind about whats ok for mommy to be eating other then daddys cooking.

I did however manage to get Jim up and moving yesterday so we could get the baby furniture from Faye since her friend w/ a truck was unable to help.Which was fine since my mom has a van.The guys got it all in there so we only had to make one trip.
Took me like 20 minutes to get Jim to realize that the dresser wasn't going to fit in the babys room *trailor hallway too narrow* and that we would have to put it in his room until it either came to my place or went to storage.LOL
Thank you again Faye.I can't thank you enough :) Jim already tested the chair and says it's comfy...lol.I think he thought I was a nut for wanting one so badly.He absolutly fell in love w/ her son too and those little curls...he wants a boy soooo bad.Can't wait to see if our lil one gets his curly hair myself...hope so or he/she is gonna have straight boring hair like mine and it sucks.
Thank you again!

Well hope everyone has a good Tuesday....I'm going back to bed.
Congrats Jenye & Stephen.Again I'm sorry...was having an ok day until I hate lunch and I don't think it woulda been cool to be spending all my time sick in the bathroom during your ceromony.

04:03 pm: OH MY FUCKING GOD.....STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sometimes wonder about an ex-friend of mines soon to be husband (soon as the Army lets him come home that is).He can just be sooooo stupid...ok, have that out of my system for the moment.

It's been a VERY long and boring day.I still should take some stuff to storage and I still gotta get a hold of Jim, if the man would get outta bed.lol I knew he shoulda gone home when I did last night cuz he was already pretty buzzed and sleeping all day is just gonna make him stay up all night and not get any sleep before he has to work @ 2AM.

Ok going for now and gonna call the man....also gotta eat something before I start feeling more sick.